“If you want to know where your heart is, look to where your mind goes when it wanders.” A young lady that i know posted this quote on facebook a couple of days ago. This is the type of quote that i would normally “like” and comment about how true it is, but the more i began to think about it, the more uncomfortable i became with it. This is definitely the kind of statement that seems good, and that seems right, but that if lived out can lead to destruction.
If i let my mind wander (unrestrained) invariably it will end up drifting into sin. It will drift into thoughts and areas where it should not be. Verses 16-20 of Matthew 15 say; “Jesus said, ‘Are you still lacking in understanding also? Do you not understand that everything that goes into the mouth passes into the stomach, and is eliminated? But the things that proceed out of the mouth come from the heart, and those defile the man. For out of the heart come evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, fornications, thefts, false witness, slanders. These are the things which defile the man; …‘” Is that where my heart is, or is that the sin in my life trying to rise up and consume me?
Once you get to know me, you can get a pretty good idea as to where my heart is… what i am passionate about. Two big things that i’m passionate about are family and God / the Scriptures / Christianity / the church / Christian life. These are things that mean a whole lot to me. They are life consuming. But, if i let my mind wander, too often my mind will meander to the areas of raw passion. To emotions and desires unmet. If you would, to areas of the ID (related to the Ego and Superego). Are those thoughts my heart, who i am as a person? They can be if i allow them to be! Those are my raw emotions and passions, and if i allow them to be, they are my heart!
Colossians 3:2 says: “Set your minds on the things above, not on the things that are on earth.” II Corinthians 10:5 says, “We are destroying speculations and every lofty thing raised up against the knowledge of God, and we are taking every thought captive to the obedience of Christ,” We must take every thought captive. We must make it a decision to set our minds in the right direction. If we let a meandering mind set the direction of our hearts, we will end up being consumed and ruled by our passions which will end up destroying us and all that we care about.
If you want your heart to be more than just your destructive raw passion and emotions, you must take your thoughts captive lest you become consumed. The only way to have the strength to truly overcome your raw passions and reach all that you are meant to be, is to seek the one who created you in His image and from whom emotion and passion originated.
Rev. John J. Camiolo Jr.